My best friend and I have discussed this at great length recently, because we wonder, could we have avoided all of the bumps in the road that lead us here? Could we have healed ourselves and our children sooner? Should this have been the first treatment we tried? We unanimously agree, NO!!
We needed the path we were on. We are who we are today, because of the path we have traveled. We saw glimpses of who our children could be, and it drove us harder. We learned about anatomy and physiology, because of the path we traveled. Our diets are healthy, our environment is cleaned up, because of the research we did. We researched and experimented and we came to incredible conclusions due to the roads we visited. And most importantly, we met the people we needed to meet to find this path. It wasn't put in front of us sooner for very valid reasons, we just weren't ready for it! Every single day of our pasts have lead us to this very point in our lives. I wouldn't change a thing.
I am a dedicated researcher and a dedicated parent, no...that is an understatement, it might be more appropriate to define myself as anal retentive and controlling, and a little over zealous at times. ; ) This is why it's even more undeniable that for the first time in our healing journey, we are in the right place. I am ready and able to let go. I am ready to hand the torch to someone else and jump on the waves. I am ready to trust and look inside myself for guidance and confirmation that we are on the right path finally! I'm ready, and so are they...